Goddess Perfectus (Fiction)

I had just finished 30 minutes of massaging, kissing, and sucking her toes and feet, as it became apparent that the club was going to be slow again that night.  "Let's take your training a step forward my dear Hawk" she said in her soft but commanding voice.  We walked into the semi-private room (the one with big glass windows for those who cared to watch) and I stripped down, out of my clothes and submitted to whatever she had planned.  She placed cuffs on my wrists and ankles and proceeded to secure me to the tall wooden cross in the corner.  I was stretched out nicely and had very little room for movement at all.  She placed a gag in my mouth and stepped back to admire her new property.  I looked into her eyes as she grabbed the small nipple whip and began to slowly sensitize both my nipples...bringing the blood to the surface...not really causing much pain, but building up a warmth on my skin.  Once satisfied with the shade of pink around each nipple...she continued...

Diary: Welcome to the beginnings

This is my first diary post on this blog and want to catch you up.  I am currently in a submissive relationship with a domme who will be known as Goddess.  The relationship is in its infancy...barely 2 weeks old, but already has roots and framework that are quite solid.  She found me on Collarme...my lonesome unfriended, uncommented Collarme profile.  I don't know what good karma I had, what luck I'd found, what fate I'd pleased...but she chose me to contact.  We chatted online for only days, and both were comfortable enough to set up a "get acquainted dinner" to see if the chemistry was as real as it seemed...both hoping not to waste time on something that had no future.  The dinner went very well and we actually went to a local club afterwards and continued a fantastic evening of getting to know each other.

Goddess is married to a very good man and they have one of those special relationships that defies the odds.  He is mostly submissive, but the two of them have a bond of friendship and comaradery that is rarely seen.  He was present at dinner and the club.  I'll probably write more about the whole subbing to a married domme in the near future, as it was/is a little strange...but something to learn from and be open-minded about.

In any case, things are well, and we plan on meeting again this weekend.  I am soooooo thankful she found me...soooo grateful she is considering me for a more permanent type sub...and sooooo thrilled to be back out of lonely searching mode.

I am also very thankful YOU are here.  I hope this blog can become very interactive.  I'm a creative sub, enjoying fiction writing, enjoy being challenged, enjoy exchanging ideas and thoughts.  Please subscribe and visit often as the potential of my journey couldn't be more bright at the moment.

Sub Sister: Part 1

It was going to be something new, as tonight Ma'am was going to introduce another sub into our little circle.  Up until now, it had been her, her hubby, and myself...but tonight Ma'am would have 3 subs to play with and the smile on her face displayed her enthusiasm.  I waited in the parking lot of the club as they pulled up.  The three of them had just had dinner to get aquainted and converse before we all got together for the evening.  Ma'am had told me very little about the person joining us, other than she was similiar in age and likeminded on most of the important things.

Fiction: Monday Nights

I arrive at her home one minute early and kneel at her door until exactly 7pm. The door opens and I crawl into the foyer with my eyes to the floor. She steps barefoot in front of me and await her tender voice...

"Clean them...bitch"

I lower my face until my tongue begins bathing her toes...instep...ankles...back to her toes.

"That's enough, get started" she says

Fiction: I Can Do This

Because of our schedules, it had been two weeks since we had seen each other. Finally, we had a whole day to spend together and I was very excited to see her as I quietly let myself in to her apartment at 7am. I had instructions of household tasks that I was to perform quietly while Mistress slept. I dusted and deep cleaned the living room and kitchen, as well as did the laundry. It was almost 10am when I returned with the folded clothes, and found her sitting in the living room enjoying a cup of coffee. I crawled to her feet and with my tongue on her toes and my eyes looking straight into hers...I worshiped her and let her know how badly I had missed her. As she finished her coffee she spoke for the first time, "strip and kneel" which I did.
Mistress circled behind me and went to work as she hog tied my hands and feet behind me. "We're going to see if you have lost any of your good sub qualities while we've been apart. A lot is going to happen in the next couple hours and you are going to be challenged with focusing on one thing...pleasuring me...dispite all the other sensations." I really had no idea what was coming, but didn't have to wait long.
Firstly, Mistress took 2 nipple clamps and attached them to my nippled so that the clamps laid flat against my body hanging down. The pain was moderate and I was able to fight through the initial sting of them being put on. I thought, "I can do this"........