If you had your own "Little Bird"...

What naughty message would you have it whisper in your Owner's/Sub's ear today???

Sometimes I think the silent communication that happens between Owners and Subs is a delicious exchange.  Other times, it seems the silence gets in the way of great things.  Does that make sense?

Mine would whisper in Goddess' ear....
"Your slave's limits are feeling very...

S-T-R-E-T-C-H-Y"

p.s. (unrelated):  My Collarme profile has become a magnet for beautiful transexuals.  Not sure what that means or how I should take it, but....guess I'm flattered :-)

Your Favorite Bondage Position?

Since Goddess and I now have the flexibility and luxury of the new dungeon, experimenting with positions has been sort of a focal point.  Finding different materials to use...positions to force...etc.  I guess you could say I'm a little lost in my head as to:

• What invokes a sub-spacey feeling most?
• What hurts or is the most uncomfortable?
• Which gives Goddess best access to my body for her favorite activities?
• Which positions can I hold and suffer for long periods of time?
• Which positions take the most time to secure?
• Which positions are the safest or most dangerous?
• Which do I desire to be put in the  most?  the least?
• Which positions does Goddess enjoy most? least?

Guess I'll have to fill you in when I have the answers...but right now I'm just enjoying the fact that Goddess has sooooooooooo many options :-)

What are your favorites? Your Least favorite?  Do you have a picture of a position or bondage method you'd like to see Goddess put me in (we'll do them and post a personalized image of it)?  All comments are very welcome!

Best of Blogworld this week

Thought I'd share a couple great blogs/posts that I read this morning.

http://lilithsunderworld.blogspot.com/2011/01/this-abuse-victims-take-on-submission.html

http://suzanne-allmine.blogspot.com/2011/01/marking-our-sissy-cuckold.html

http://cliveskink.blogspot.com/2011/01/murdering-kittens-with-bare-hands.html

http://kinkykelleykicksthekurse.wordpress.com/2011/01/24/happy-monday/

Highly recommended reading :-)

Little Snapshot of Sunday

I had a chance to serve Goddess yesterday...YEAH!  We went shopping and found some really nice fabric to use for the dungeon walls (stay tuned).  We were also able to clean out more basement "stuff" to the curb. 

We had some time to again try out the dungeon and it was an incredible afternoon.  Goddess found a new position for me that she really enjoyed...

One of the benefits of this position was to explore, for the first time...foot cropping.  I had seen it in many movies and was very curious about it.  Goddess used a couple of tools on my feet...the fleshy part on and around the arch.  It was exquisite pain...made me feel very submissive, and hopefully Goddess will begin to include that place on my body for future training and punishment :-)

Have a Mombo Monday everyone!

Destination Sub-SPACE: Prologue 2

Before we jump into Chapter 1 of Destination Subspace, some enlightening informational nuggets may serve us well.  In preparation for "Move In Day", the FIC's had spent several months of meticulous recruiting for the island.  Their labors resulted in the following soon to be inhabitants.

• 1000 Citizens:  These are the superior females for whom the island was established.  Many of them were personal friends, acquaintances, associates of the Females in Charge (FIC's).  The vast majority, however, had applied for citizenship.  Collectively the FIC's went through these applications and hand picked those that met the qualities expected.
• Successful, intelligent, progressive women
• Women that embraced the innate superiority of the female gender
• Healthy, active, type A women, that would benefit from an escape from "The Gray Days"
• 250 Females of Inferior Nature (FIN's)  These were to be very important women on Sub-SPACE, and were scrutinized by the FIC's before being chosen.  Their roles would be diverse and specific, as they would be the backbone of skilled labor...any job that was above trusting a slave to do.  These females can best be described as

• Young, beautiful, highly skilled in their personally chosen fields.  They would be the nurses, IT administrators, chefs and waitresses, research assistants, personal trainers, slave handlers.  They would enjoy their work because it was their passion.
• These FIN's had not yet fully grasped their superiority, and were maturing as individuals.
• Many of the FIN's aspired to becoming Citizens at some point and saw their opportunity on Sub-SPACE as a place to learn and grow in their femininity and superiority.
• 25 Males of Superior Breeding (MSB's)  These were young men who had been specifically sought/found/captured by Kelley the Female in Charge of Fun.  They were perfect specimens of the male gender...physically at least, and perfect as alpha slaves for Sub-SPACE.

• 2000 Male slaves mostly either coerced from the web or recommended from someone.  Every effort was made to make sure they were a diverse and quality sample of the males that were available.  These were chosen because...
• They had displayed geniune submissiveness either through their writing, blogging, or from references.
• They were healthy and ready for the duties that would await them on Sub-SPACE.
• They voluntarily sought a new reality...even if it wasn't exactly what they thought they were signing up for.

Things were in line...preparations had been made...and Day One of Sub-SPACE was about to begin.......

Not narcoleptic...maybe SAD

So a little bit about me.  I don't think there's a medical term for it...but if there were...the definition would be:

"Does not have the inner ability or mental strength to fight off sleep when tired."

Yeah, that's me.  I've been in 5 serious car accidents in my life...2 of them were from falling asleep at the wheel.  I learned at an early age not to tempt fate by driving when tired...I just can't fight it.  As I age (45), it seems to be amplifying on me, and I don't like it one bit.

Goddess and I chat online most nights that we aren't together, after hers and my personal reponsibilities are finished, usually sometime between 9 and 10pm.  Lately, however, I've been dosing off and not waking up until it's too late.  I'll sit down on the couch to eat dinner and watch a spot of TV...and the next thing I know...its 2am.  Probably sounds strange I'm sure, but I just can't fight sleep after that first yawn of the evening.

I'm getting between 6-8 hours of sleep, and I don't have a particularly strenuous job.  My diet's not great, but not horrible either.  So this thing I've dealt with all my life is getting worse...and it's costing me time with my owner...costing me productive personal time...making me feel bad about myself for not being a good subbie.  I guess in my mind, a sub should be so available, and able to stretch time and schedules to accomodate...and I'm failing.

Now Goddess has been very understanding, very reassuring, and very supportive.  In that way, I'm so lucky.  I realize this.  But just not sure how to cope with or correct the trend.  Glad to hear your thoughts.  I know there are many practical solutions, but I've tried most of them and I'm still coming up...sleeping.

Last night was a small victory, as I had just gotten home from work...eaten a nice meal...gotten into my PJ's...and not only started chatting with Goddess, but actually found the energy to "wake up/clean up/and go" to her house for service.  Maybe it's SAD (seasonal affective disorder) where during the short days of winter...a depression sets in, it's main symptom...loss of energy and ambition. 

Oh well, not an exciting post I know, but it's been on my mind...........