It's been over 2 weeks since I've had an orgasm, and have no idea when my next will be. Goddess has taken happy ownership over them. I think about masturbating almost all the time...it interupts my other thoughts all the time. So what do I do...I write the fantasy I just posted this morning. It gets me soooo worked up and turned on, that I've read it 10 times. To make matters worse, I have clothespins on my already sensitive nipples (still sore from Goddess 2 nights ago). Self inducing the biggest, strongest erection I can ever remember having...like I have a donkey dick hanging from me under the desk....balls swollen with cum...mind realing...hormones pumping....knowing that there is no release in sight.
The life of a sub...who is also a whore...is a sweet, sweet, torture that never ends......
My continued journey as a submissive male. Diary, Fiction, Contemplation. Please enjoy my blog and feel free to comment, contribute, suggest. I'm a 40something sub with a big heart, a submissive soul, and creative mind.
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Nov 14, 2010
Fiction: A Lesson in Humility
We arrived at the club as it opened once again. We had gotten comfortable with the atmosphere, the people, and generally were very comfortable using this place as our "head quarters" for scenes and playing. Over the course of the week, my owner had been dropping hints that because I had been serving well, I was going to be rewarded with my favorite sub activities and even, much to my delight, orgasms. All week I had a spring in my step anticipating a "subbie dream come true" session on Saturday.
As we entered, I dropped to my knees and kissed her feet (as is one of her rules) and invited her to take a seat and get comfortable so I could worship her feet properly. As I began my massage, Ma'am started asking me questions like, "You've been looking forward to tonight haven't you?", "Is your erection ready for the release we talked about?", "Which of your favorite things would you like to start with tonight?" It seemed as though I was going to get a royal sub treatment. Ma'am is very kind and loving, and since I had done everything in my power to serve her well...I was "Proud" that she was recognizing my efforts and planning a reward for me.
As we entered, I dropped to my knees and kissed her feet (as is one of her rules) and invited her to take a seat and get comfortable so I could worship her feet properly. As I began my massage, Ma'am started asking me questions like, "You've been looking forward to tonight haven't you?", "Is your erection ready for the release we talked about?", "Which of your favorite things would you like to start with tonight?" It seemed as though I was going to get a royal sub treatment. Ma'am is very kind and loving, and since I had done everything in my power to serve her well...I was "Proud" that she was recognizing my efforts and planning a reward for me.
Labels:
Clubbing,
Exhibitionism,
Fiction,
Foot Worship,
Humiliation,
Nipples,
Objectification,
Panties,
Spanking,
Whore
Night 2 @the Club
On Friday night, Goddess, Hubby, and I again went to the local club for more get acquainted time. Goddess and I have been chatting online daily to keep getting to know each other and talk through all the things that come up between a Domme and a new sub. Here are the bullets of our time together:
Labels:
Clubbing,
Diary,
Exhibitionism,
Fiction,
Foot Worship,
My Goddess,
Nipples,
Objectification,
Panties,
Spanking,
Whore
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